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                                                     Tuesday, August 29, 2006
BRING THE BEAT BACK. TUNTUNTUNUN.

so im starting to get impolite and i dont know why, i know its not good but i still do it and that gives me the very bad impression of being an ass. i only care about nothing and what am i talking about right now is whimsical and get out. NOW.

i totally feel annoyed of what he did. and eventhough it wasnt me who he is talking about, im still annoyed. but im pretty sure he is referring to me so yeah you suck. ghhad. i hate you. pambihira - an overused term which i want to describe how fucking sucker he is.

PRELIMS WEEK. ive got some dose of the bitch yesterday. i hate my professor in histo so does in my phy ana lab. they look like a bitch and trying to teach some real shit lessons and both of them are not worth of my time. as if may connection.

what every single thing happened last friday is so moron not until we got to ice monster. pizzzass and tooth-aching-diabetes activating-brain freezing-hyperventilating brownie fudges, mango ice and some monster names i cant fucking remember. we left around 8:30pm and some loser stole sam's umbrella. kakatangal lang kaya ng plastic nun.

and also last sunday, when i saw him even in that short span of time-- chris tiu is still sooo hot in those 3 points shot, defense [his weakness], and oh my god smile. i can still remember when my as if hot guys classmate in high school always tell me "chris tiu nanaman! cheer mo naman school natin". eh xavier siya dba? san juan interschool basketball days. cute din kapatid nya.

oh shit, he's so ugly. i swear to death. i mean it. he's so jologs and seriously, he needs some fixing.

there's this two fugly girls in school. they're panget and they're not sexy but they think of themselves as the latter and i dont get it. why? what i only know is the color of their hair which is not natural as usual.






my sister's birthday.

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                                                     Saturday, August 19, 2006
YES NO YES NO?

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first it was yes, then it was no, then it was yes again. im starting to get dizzy.

ive been thinking about a lot lately. damn that biostat, the nmat review im planning to get this sembreak, and some pathetic problem that got into me.

and all the things that happened yesterday was sooo good. my teacher is mad at me because my phone rang and she wants me to go out but i didnt and that made me scared seriously. i have a terrible grade in my histology lab. and ive got the worst feelings for my biostat. and and, ive waited for 2 hours just so i could take a cab. got home around 9pm. whats up?

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do you think something's wrong with me? raarr. i dont wanna even talk about it. okay so i was introduced to this guy, a cute guy but an inch smaller than me, a cute guy with a nice smile and good and oh so good voice, had the most terrible line i ever heard.

..: oh kilala mo na sila dba? si... si.. si..
him: ah oo. pero teka.. ano na nga ulit name mo? angel?
..: hala.. anong angel? sirangulo ka ba?
him: nde, mukha kasi syang angel.
me: ang baduy mo ah..

eh sino naman ngayon ang hindi matutuwa sa sinasabi ng taong ito sayo? hahaha. seriosuly, ive got the hots for him. seriously....

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done.
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                                                     Friday, July 28, 2006
IM SO SORRY.. HAHA NDE KO LANG TALAGA MAPIGILAN.

boy 1: hahaha....hindi kaya ng normal na shade yon noh...luluwa

girl 1: ano ba? ang panget nyan ah? yung backpack sa mata nagpapa-hablot na.

ehem: sobra naman..

girl 1: isara na nga at sayang sa space ng computer..

boy 1: long hair, ugly face, big shades, negra, and color kalawang hair, parang squatter

ehem: probinsyanong squatter!

boy 1: eh ano ba sya?

ehem: mumu. hahahaha

girl 2: nkakatakot naman

ehem: sobra ba?

girl 2: natakot kya ko, iclose na at bka sbhin ng nanay ko kung cnung multo.. no joke..

ehem: naman..

girl 2: kahit nde kita friend jose, mas pupuriin kita.

girl 3: muka namang mas maputi at mas sexy ka jan! HAHA

ehem: nde.. aminado na ko na nde ako sexy pero yung puti.. korek!

girl 3: may bigote pa nga oh!at ang eyebags. haha parang wala akong eyebags eh noh!

ehem: girl, kahit meron ka.. sling bag palang yan.. eh naman ang kanya, "BACKPACK". ano ka?

.....

girl 3: haha! mas maganda ka sa kanya friend!

close ko na, naalibadbaran aku. haha [nde ko ilalagay yung joke.. ayaw ko nga]

ehem: ako din!
girl, nde naman questionable yun dba?
makinis lang sya..
kahit naman nde yung aken, eh kung ang panget nya.. wala rin yung kinis nya dba?

girl 3: hndi naman sha makinis?!
makinis ba?!
eh maitim naman. so parang hindi na rin makinis un kung makinis man nga sha!!

♥♥♥♥♥
girl 3: wag mo na patulan!

ehem: mag-aaral nalang ako ng phy ana! haha


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the names have been kept for total privacy. bwahahaha. kung gusto malaman, pwes itanong nalang ng pa-pribado din.

ITOY PAWANG KATOTOHANAN AT WALANG HALONG BIRO. HINDI ITO IMBENTO AT HINDI ITO GINAWA PARA MANGGULO NG BUHAY NG TAO. ITOY AKING KINOLEKTA SA NGALAN NG AKING MGA KAIBIGANG TOTOO AT MGA TAONG AKING MAPAGKAKATIWALAAN, SADYA NG SIRKUMSTANSYA, GUMANA ANG BITCH POWERS NG MGA TAONG ITO.

PASENSYA SA MGA MATATAMAAN, at PASENSYA SA MATATAMAAN!

one more...

BWAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA let the game begin... AGAIN.



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                                                     Monday, July 24, 2006
OH SYA SYA.. BASTA

the stars in the sky will never be the same

daw.

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                                                     Sunday, July 16, 2006
FRIENDSHIP ISNT ABOUT...

whom you have known the longest,
who came first,
or who cares the best.

It's about who came and never left.

Happy Birthday People. :)
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                                                     Tuesday, July 04, 2006
DON'T DO POWER PLAYS.

my lola was admitted in the hospital. hindi ako mapakali. i dont want to see people whom i dearly love lying on a bed with those damn dextrose, oxygen and for all i care, doctors and nurses who are so bitch.

i like mr. aquino's way of teaching SCL 9: Marriage and Family. yeah, with his sound effects and body movements who acts like mr. bean compared to the others who are so shit, blah blah blah! but one thing i dont like about is his rule when you're late for one minute!! he'll make you sing any song infront of your classmates before he will start with his gaddamn discussion.

now tell me, what song will i sing?

.. sa likod ng mga ngiti mo, mga tawang mapagpanggap..
naiintindihan ko, naman, ang lungkot na nararamdaman..
malas mo!!
ako pala ang malas.
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                                                     Wednesday, June 28, 2006
AFTER SO MUCH CONTEMPLATION...

i like people who has this "angas looks" when you see it for the first time but still has a good attitude towards people like gerald from PBB, i never liked him before but when i saw his good and kilig traits with his housemates for 40 days, gaah i was like "man you're a knight with sparkling teeth", whatever.

unlike bryan who is not popular but with his angas looks and cute smile, BUT neither nice nor kind attitude will not affect our life.

may effect pang dedma, tsk, if i know gusto naman nya lumapit at mag-sorry.

poor kid.
jeerah and i, are rich.

bet you.
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:: the eye-catching bullshit.

  

Jose, Josie, Barzy is a 10 slash 18 years old hopeless taking up Medical Technology in UST. He is a pure Filipino at heart although the country where he is residing, is a temptation to ignore its own nationality. He has a brain that constitutes 1/3 of nitrogen and the rest is history. He has this tendency to be simple just to have his own sense of being stunning. He likes walking because he has no destination. The sweetness of Starbucks's sweetened ice tea makes him very friendly and stupid. He often thinks he is unpredictable but doesnt even know how he became one. He can be your sweetest companion but can be your sour of the sourest friend one can ever have, at least he thinks he still can. He is always insisting things that can be or shall never be but you can catch him always almost dying because of laughter.

Aside from being online everyday, he spends his time trying hard to be prim and proper but always end up as a disaster, hence, it doesnt even bother him. He is a self-confessed hopeless romantic, therefore he knows what fun really is and still can be serious when he has to. He is an obliged introvert, conservative, happy-go-lucky, and sarcastic human being. He is driven to see himself as a pediatrician and building an orphanage for kids whose deprived of home is his desire.

He loves having confrontations and an indeed ketchup hater. He is the epitome of the good and bad. He is motivated to seek non-sense things. He is the person who is driven by resentment and anger and so he hold on to hurts and never get over them. So instead of releasing the pain through forgiveness, he will rehearse it over and over again.

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:: quote.

looking back, i have this to regret, that too often when i loved, i did not say so.

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:: important people.

EVERYONE.

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:: articles.

   love that bites.
     do i love my country?

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:: some links.

   kate. | brew.
jen. | jessix. | old blog.
   pauleene. | jane. | doggone.
vea. | abby. | erica.
   tetet. | ash. | andre.
selle. | roxy. | jazzie.
    elita. | khozie. | angelo.
foxe. |

daily shit.


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:: non-sense.


YM:  j0se_barza


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